WORDS FROM QUIET- HUMAN IS ME

 

~Human Is Me~

I feel as if I’m an Alien.. And its hard 4 me to come down outa space, and I want nothing more than to be human… but its impossible for me to change…

to be normal…. in a special place.. With another face, an average case, a humans face..
But it doesn’t work like that, you see, in the present state of this day and age, with a normal gage I’d jus feel sooo…. caged.. And I want nothing more than to be human… but its impossible to change…
to be accepted in todays society, and even tho it welcomes you with open arms, pretty soon comes the harsh reality if its propriety… and I know “there’s no I in team” but its pretty hard for I not to look at me as my very own prodigy, but still me must give I center stage… and I want nothing more than to be human, but its impossible to change..

And although I love me and… me love I …… one of our souls must die, and the worst part is being, Alien I can’t cry…. but at the same time, I can’t bear to lose me… and I want nothing more than to be human… but its impossible to change..
Even though I can’t help but give permanence to an evanescent thought with this pen… I glower at me in the mirror and force myself to pretend that I was me and…. me is I… and it disconcerts me to look @ I… ’cause for me to live, I must die…and I want nothing more than to be human… but its impossible to change..

I wish I can show you who I really am… but all I can show you is my disguise, who I pretend to be… oh how I wish I could be human.. But human is me…

MY NAME IS QUIET 

WORDS FROM DA MOOD- I AM

I am ………..
I am tony
I am darkbrown
I am da mood
I am Anthony brown jr
If I know my name why do I ask myself who am I
Why do I say I am me but don’t know who me is
Why do I want someone if I don’t have me
I am cool ?
I am funny?
I am smart?
I am tony?
Why do I want u to like me
Why do I want u to laugh
Why do I prove u wrong if I know I am right
I am athletic?
I am popular?
I am cocky?
I am darkbrown?
Why do I make sure I tell girls I play college sports
Why do I try and impress you
Why do I think I am the shit
I am a dj?
I am fashionable?
I am artistic?
I am da mood?
Why do I say u never heard this song
Why do I say these kicks are exclusive
Why do tell u I write poetry
I am insecure?
I am abandoned?
I am lonely?
I am Anthony brown jr ?
Why do I think I am ugly
Why did my father leave when I had no mommy
Why do I think I am not good enough for anybody
I am just a name
I am hidden from plain view
I am the truth
I am…………………………………………..
YOU

WORDS FROM (SEX)AVIER- REFLECTIONS

The first and also last thing i want to do is reflect on things, weather it be the past present or all of our future. Sometimes i look in the mirror for ten minutes straight. Not because Im cocky, but because sometimes the reflection from the mirror will tell me more then ill ever tell myself. my reflection tells me if im mad, if im happy, if im feeling good, if im doing well, do i have money, am i broke, what i did last night, and sometimes what i wanna do. Almost a week ago i reflected on this past year as anyone would do coming into the new year. too many questions came to mind for me to write them all down. I wonder what kind of reflection i give off to people when they meet me? What happens on that first day you take a woman out, what kind of reflection do you give off? Did you over-dress, did you under-dress, is my cologne good enough? when i speak to people of a different race what kind of reflection do they get from me? Damn these reflections.

These reflections tell me more then i ever will. I just hope when you catch someone’s reflection or when they catch your’s they get the right reflection.

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WORDS FROM ANNYA- MY ACTIONS

My actions are a manifestation of my thoughts and so I keep happy thoughts in mind =). This year is going to be such an amazing year. I know we all say that at the very beginning of the year, but personally there is nothing but loads of self gratifying accomplishments. I graduate in a few months, which is for me and my family a huge deal. After all that I have done for myself in the past 3 years, how could I not reach the top after freeing myself from school?

Leaving the states for the New Year has been the best decision. I’ve given myself so much food for thought. Self reflection is probably the best shit on earth. I’ve come to amazing terms with myself, I put shit in prospective and I put what’s important first. I just love when I pin point exactly what it is that I want. When you eliminate all the insignificant bullshit and you see what’s real, and who’s real, life suddenly seems to run more smoothly.

I try to conceptualize my thought process and if I showed it to the world, they’d think I belong at Bellevue lol. I really am trying to do things one step at a time but my mind is on autopilot when it comes to all that I want to achieve. I get so easily motivated and inspired. Having the kind of friends that sleep, eat and breathe what they do, makes me feel like I’m not trying hard enough. But I thank them because subconsciously their hard work pushes me to do more and more. 

When you visualize then you materialize. My visual stimulus is on crack right now.

WORDS FROM NEWBORN RODEO- A HUSTLER DISGUISED AS A BLOGGER

After reading other people’s blogs for years, I started my own 4 months ago. Around the same time I was beginning the most difficult semester of my college career, but I couldn’t care less. I was immediately consumed by blogging. Memories include working on accounting at the library until the early morning, coming home and blogging for hours, and then going to class at the break of dawn. I had many a sleepless night just to keep a blog that nobody was reading updated.

Soon after, I took a trip to New York City that changed my life. I was only there for a week, but it didn’t take much for me to realize that I needed to live there. Me and my crew ran around the city all day, every day. We met with record label executives, magazines, other bloggers and artists. Time seemed so much more exciting and opportunistic than it does on campus. It was easily one of the best weeks of my life.

So it’s 4 months later. What do I do now? I’m moving to NYC for the summer. A lot of people do read my blog now. But what the fuck am I even aiming for? I’m coming off my worst semester ever and these dreams of mine have a lot to do with it. 

I don’t even specifically know what I want to do, but I’m far too interested in the things I write about to not be directly involved with them. I want it all. I want to get my foot in the door in several industries and I just need a summer to prove myself. But what if I get to NYC and it’s not everything I thought it would be? Do I just throw away a degree and a life of guaranteed success and take my chance in fields that are extremely competitive and equally dim? I’m not sure if I should, but the scary thing is, I know I will.

ernest.baker via newbornrodeo.com

WORDS FROM CEE THE PHOTOGRAPHER- RANDOM

I’m like a nigga. Your favorite nigga.
A real classy nigga too!

“(She) likes them niggas that get down for they crew/(that shows loyalty)/That means you’d ride for me too…
I smoke weed and write love songs for the broken and the torn/Only cuz I know wat it’s like to be scorned/Bet I can fix u up like you’ve never been worn/Quit making silly moves as if you’ve never been warned.”

-current thoughts:
I can’t believe all this shit that’s happening right now. The
magazine thing is really taking off, & I’ve learned the art of how not to be super
emotional, and I’ve changed alot of my ways.
I am actually proud to say that I’m a changed woman, like, 93% to be
exact (LOL)

I just need to start managing my money better
then everything would be swell, all good, perfect(almost), bueno.
Moreless, just the way I preferably like it…

Oh, and btw. This I-phone 3G bullshit ain’t nothing to go crazy over either.
The whole hype about the touch screen features, and how fast the connections are suppose to be, and this thing and
that thing..
Cmon, i cant even send a simple picture message, you know, like an MMS. I have to send an entire email
just to send a random picture with “Hey” in the subject : \
Look, the truth is…. I would throw this shit off of a
building, and watch it hit the ground and break into ity bity pieces
(damn, that was harsh)
But I’m not taking it back, so let’s just move on..
One thing I WILL say is that it does have an awesome camera phone,
the shit almost shoots just as good as my Canon XT(the champ)

I dont know, but I’ve been really checking out the Papi’s lately
Yea, sometimes that Dominican shit shoots outta me, but ive always thought hispanic men were very attractive.
Like Panamanians and Cubans, Costa Ricans, with that dark complexion like that, oh goodness!

WORDS FROM JOVAN- PEACE, NICE TO MEET YOU

Live from Decatur, GA by way of Bronx NY, allow me to introduce myself to you.

I take myself way too seriously.
I probably drink too much. I work way too hard and have too little fun.
I’ll be 28 years old in 11 days.
I’m driven by an insatiable desire to achieve more today than I did yesterday.
I’m incredibly self aware and part of my journey on this planet is to know myself more each day.
I’m an educator and a student; a husband, a son, and a brother.
I was almost a father once but I was too young and wasn’t ready.
I haven’t told too many people about almost being a father. It wasn’t an easy thing to deal with.
My wife is my new best friend.
My old best friend is still my best friend. He’s just the oldest of my best friends.
I’m a mediocre friend at best but I’m also a good listener. Go figure…
I’m very altruistic Monday through Friday between the hours of 5:30am and 7pm.
I’m incredibly selfish every other hour of every other day.
I almost never lose at board games and I’m terrible at most sports.
I love comic books, philosophy, mathematics, and history.
I love cocaine rap, hipster rap, backpack rap, and any other kind of rap you can think of.
I’m into what I’m into.
I’m a walking contradiction.
I am who I am and that changes every day.
Peace. Nice to meet you.

Jovan Miles
www.jovanmiles.net

WORDS FROM L.C.- MY ATTITUDE

“The heavens often rain down the richest gifts on human beings, naturally, but sometimes with lavish abundance bestow upon a single individual beauty, grace and ability, so that, whatever he does, every action is so divine that he distances all other men, and clearly displays how his genius is the gift of God and not an acquirement of human art.”—–Giorgio Vasari

Sooo….. Its 4:07 AM eastern time….I just mashed out 2 tracks, and had an argument with shorty because I’m not spending enough time with her…. smh. This is my life dude….. Long studio nights and flights, I don’t club… I don’t party… I don’t just roll around in various cities shopping and shit… I’d actually rather just order online anyway…..

*(BBC and Ashbury team whaddupp)…But, I’M HERE… in the studio… every other day…until one of these labels realizes what’s going on and puts up a milli , a milli , a milli… lol. We’ve been working really hard though… and there is nothing like that feeling of “hard work”… you know that feeling when your tired as fuck, but it all feels so good because…well… there is nothing like hard work, and all hard work is, is self discipline. Once you grasp that, the worlds yours I swear.. I thank God everyday for the talent I posses and the elite circle of people I’m around. Of course dreams take time to build and attain, but I’m patient…Yes, I do feel like I’m better than a lot of people that are in my age tier, but I have to. I don’t want that statement to sound brash or hubristic. It’s just honesty… well… on my planet it is. lol. But it’s been said before; it’s all about who you know… So I’m sitting here, building the catalog, making contacts, and giving an infinite amount of thought on the blueprint of Leonardo.Chop, and the takeover brought to you by the Wealth Club of 2009…

P DiZzZy… A.K…. I love ya’ll niggaz like brothers. You are my brothers…

“We don’t get bitter… We just get better” * I stole that line from Drake…lol

Someone who I truly esteem by the way…

To any and everyone who helped me to get to this level… I can’t say thank you enough. I love you all. This is only the first rung on the ladder. Thanks to any and everyone who actually took time to read this.

Thank you- Thank you- Thank you! This is Leonardo.Chop. Be prepared for what’s about to take place…. Blessings

Leonardo

WORDS FROM BIANCA- MISSING

Missin Miami…that’s where my family is.. that’s where all of my
friends are. This is the first time I’ve ever been alone for Christmas
and it sucks…but thanks to my roomies Chanel, Cherelle, Jonathon, and
Eric for celebratin Christmas with me before they left…love u guys….
MERRY CHRISTMAS!

WORDS FROM A.K.- MY EVERYDAY LIFE

Im genuinely a nice dude until u piss me off..i hate corny people who swear they cool cuz they finally discovered the whole skinny jeans and small tee look that shit is so old i dont accept that cuz u jus runnin wit my style shit i been doin a LOOOOONG!! time so cut it out…I like playin video games preferably NBA2K9 and Grand Theft Auto IV yea im a big kid..LOL…cant stand bitches that wear weave and hella make up its a turn off and i will talk about u in ur face yes im very blunt with my words…all tho girls do love me but alot say im a asshole but hey I DONT CARE!!! im jus bein honest this how i been all my life …I play basketball alot in my spare time use to be on the team in highschoo i will neva part with it…Sports center is like my favorite show i need to kno wats goin on wit sports at all times ….Im a upcoming rap artist heavy on my grind BACK FOR THE FIRST TIME MIXTAPE COMING SOON!! so look out for that around Feburary im jus speakin the truth in my flows talkin about all aspects in life shit everybody can relate to.. WEALTH CLUB is the team 09 lets get it!!! ..thats pretty much all i have to say jus givin u the insight on my life and how i see life ..and like i said in the beginning genuinely im a nice guy …Like my nigga P.dizzzy said at least were being honest…LOL

A.K.